Must be reparation...!

I know... i have too many mistaken...and dissapointed
But... it has other changes..?
Hmm I hope soo and hopefully...
and i will repair all of that...and make it OVER
On focus... my personality....
Fuuh.. that so very difficult... but.. i want to be better than...
Please Allah... give me big heart and intellegency
and please give me Your POWER to be always keep fighting....
Amieen... amieenn... amieen...